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Autobiography
of a Cosmic Explorer
A Work of Science Fiction, Fantasy and Metaphysical Nonfiction
By John the Wayshower
© 2007 by J. Russell Boulding
1. The Story Begins (June 2007)
My name is John the Wayshower, and this is my story. It is your story was well, for we are all One. When I say "I" think "we" because the adventures I am about to relate will become your adventures, and your adventures will become mine. This is one of many Divine Dichotomies of which I will speak. It is true that this physical incarnation called John, living on planet Earth at a time when the third, fourth and fifth dimensions intermingle freely, exists as separate from you, wherever and whenever your location and dimension. It is also true that there never was and never will be any separation between us. So begins our story.
John is a new and an old name for me taken in my sixtieth year. There is much to tell before I am able to say how I came by the name of John the Wayshower. When I was younger, the age of sixty seemed very old, but during this time of the birthing of a New Earth, I feel physically, emotionally, and mentally like I have just begun the prime years of my life. I look to the future with eager anticipation of another sixty years, or more, filled with vitality and the joy of discovery. The scientist in me insists that I qualify that last statement. It is not certain that I have reached only the mid-point of my life, but even the scientist in me is able to say that there is a high probability that this is true.
My Spiritual Awakening happened at the age of fifty-five, and in this respect I am like a child. One day, innocently clueless as to what I was asking for, I said to Spirit, "I am ready, take me as far and as fast as you can." When the time is right, Spirit knows how to throw a monkey wrench into one's conception of reality, and very quickly mine came crashing down all around me. As I sat in the rubble of convictions and beliefs built on the foundation of an interesting but by no means remarkable life on third dimensional Earth, I understood in a new way the words of biologist J.B.S Haldane: "Now, my suspicion is that the universe is not only queerer than we suppose, but queerer than we can suppose."
Thus began a central mystery in this story, to which I still do not know the answer: who, or what, is this person now named John the Wayshower? How was it possible for a mild-mannered scientist, son, brother, husband, father, to let go of all prior conceptions and embark on an epic journey far stranger than his wildest imagining could ever have taken him?
To give you an indication of the depth of this mystery, let me share a bit about what I have learned about myself so far. In due course you will know how I learned these things about myself, and, in so doing, may deepen your understanding of who you are (remember, we are all One). Even before I accepted that consciousness transcended the physical body, I knew that I had exceptional parents. It was only after my spiritual awakening that I understood more deeply where their exceptional qualities came from. My father was a fifth-density Wanderer from the Sirian star system, and as far as I know did not remember his soul origin until his third-dimensional physical body died after a long and loving life in service to humanity and Mother Earth. My mother is a fifth-density Wanderer from the Pleiades and with grit and determination continues her life of service though her physical body is frail. If she does not remember on her own, perhaps I will remind her of her soul origin before she leaves the physical plane.
A very wise fifth/sixth density Being has honored me with the name of Cosmic Explorer, and I have used this name in the title of this work. I may be a cosmic explorer, but I have used as the primary vehicle for my exploration the micro cosmos of the Earth experiment. Astrologically I am a double Cancer, which I am told is a strong water sign. This is fitting because I began my active participation in the Earth experiment as part of her water. In countless manifestations and incarnations on Earth I have also been earth, fire and air, mineral, plant, animal, and, of course, human. I have been a dragon, and to keep me humble, have connected with the memory of being a giant whose level of intelligence left much to be desired.
When I say "I" here, I refer to the vast multidimensional energy of which John the Wayshower is but a small part. I have another name for this energy which I may share later. I, John, am aware that this larger We, animates a giant Sequoia tree in California at this time, and is alive on Earth today in nine other human incarnations.
I feel myself first and foremost to be an Earth soul, but in other incarnations I have made my home in other star systems, primarily those that have been most actively involved in influencing (for good or ill) the Earth experiment. I have consciously connected with a higher dimensional aspect of myself who is a Sirian Master, perhaps because, thanks to my father, those are the extraterrestrial energies that I embody most strongly in this incarnation. I am also aware of connections with the Pleiades and Orion.
I "know" all this about myself, yet who I am remains an unfathomable mystery to me. Spirit, speaking through individuals with precognitive high sense perception, has told me that I will become a beloved teacher and healer, yet I see myself as more a fellow traveler than a teacher, and in my "healing" practice I have learned that I am no more than a catalyst. Each of us is responsible for healing ourselves though we may be helped in this process by others. I have also been told that I have a special destiny in the cosmically significant things that are happening on Earth at this time. If this is true, and you are inclined to be my companion, we will discover that destiny together as it unfolds. Even if this is not true, it has certainly been an interesting journey so far, and I invite you to join me as I chronicle the events and experiences that have brought us up to this point in the mystery.
I will conclude this introduction with another Divine Dichotomy. I have subtitled this as a work of science fiction, fantasy, and metaphysical nonfiction. I can imagine many who read this may ask if this real or if this make-believe, or, how much is real and how much is make-believe. I have asked myself these questions many times since my spiritual awakening and here is the Divine Dichotomy: It is all real and it is all make believe. Everything I have shared so far is real as I have experienced and perceived it, and, except where names may be omitted or changed to respect personal privacy, this is likely to remain true. Nevertheless, the rational scientist within me that sits back and observes these experiences and perceptions insists that I never become too attached to the interpretations I give to these experiences and remain open to new information that might offer a different way of understanding what happened. With that proviso, let the story begin.